| wounded during service. Soldiers discharged with PD are also denied long-term medical care. And they have to give back a slice of their re-enlistment bonus. That amount is often larger than the soldier's final paycheck. As a result, on the day of their discharge, many injured vets learn that they owe the Army several thousand dollars. 
 According to figures from the Pentagon and a Harvard University  study, the military is saving billions by discharging soldiers from  Iraq and Afghanistan with personality disorder.
 In July 2007 the House Committee on Veterans' Affairs called a  hearing to investigate PD discharges. Barack Obama, then a senator, put  forward a bill to halt all PD discharges. And before leaving office,  President Bush signed a law requiring the defense secretary to conduct  his own investigation of the PD discharge system. But Obama's bill did  not pass, and the Defense Department concluded that no soldiers had  been wrongly discharged. The PD dismissals have continued. Since 2001  more than 22,600 soldiers have been discharged with personality  disorder. That number includes soldiers who have served two and three  tours in Iraq and Afghanistan. "This should have been resolved during the Bush administration. And  it should have been stopped now by the Obama administration," says Paul  Sullivan, executive director of Veterans for Common Sense. "The fact  that it hasn't is a national disgrace." On Capitol Hill, the fight is not over. In October four senators  wrote a letter to President Obama to underline their continuing concern  over PD discharges. The president, almost three years after presenting  his personality disorder bill, says he remains concerned as well. Veterans' leaders say they're particularly disturbed by Luther's  case because it highlights the severe consequences a soldier can face  if he questions his diagnosis and opposes his PD discharge. Luther insisted to doctors at Camp Taji that he did not have  personality disorder, that the idea of developing a childhood mental  illness at the age of 36, after passing eight psychological screenings,  was ridiculous. The sergeant used a vivid expression to convey how much  pain he was in. "I told them that some days, the pain was so bad, I  felt like dying." Doctors declared him a suicide risk. They collected  his shoelaces, his belt and his rifle and ordered him confined to an  isolation chamber. Extensive medical records written by Luther's doctors document his  confinement in the aid station for more than a month. The sergeant was  kept under twenty-four-hour guard. Most nights, he says, guards  enforced sleep deprivation, keeping the lights on and blasting heavy  metal music. When Luther rebelled, he was pinned down and injected with  sleeping medication. Eventually Luther was brought to his commander, who told him he had  a choice: he could sign papers saying his medical problems stemmed from  personality disorder or face more time in isolation.   
 'Every Night It Was Megadeth'  Luther entered the Army in 1988, following in the footsteps of his  grandfathers, both decorated World War II veterans. In 2005, after  Hurricane Katrina, he and his unit were deployed to New Orleans, where  he helped evacuate residents and dispose of bodies left in the street.  In 2006 he was deployed from Fort Hood in Texas to Camp Taji, where he  performed reconnaissance with the First Squadron, Seventh Cavalry  Regiment, led by Maj. Christopher Wehri. "Luther was older and more  mature than most of the soldiers. He was forthcoming, very polite,"  says Wehri. "He seemed to have a good head on his shoulders."  Doctors at the aid station didn't see him that way. Following the  May 2007 mortar attack, Luther entered the base's clinic and described  his concussion symptoms to Capt. Aaron Dewees. Dewees, a pediatrician  charged with caring for soldiers in the 1-7 Cavalry, grew suspicious of  Luther's self-report. "It is my professional opinion," Dewees wrote in  his medical records, "that Sgt. Charles F. Luther Jr. has been  misrepresenting himself and his self-described medical conditions for  secondary gain." The doctor suggested that Luther was faking his  ailments to avoid reconnaissance duty. He called the sergeant  "narcissistic" and said Luther's descriptions of his injuries were a  mixture of "exaggeration and flat-out fabrication."
 Luther's medical records document severe nosebleeds and "sharp and  burning" pain. Still, the sergeant says he could sense that his doctors  didn't believe him. It was at that pointfrustrated, plagued by  blinding migrainesthat he spoke of pain so severe he wished he were  dead. "I made clear that I was not going to kill myself, that it was  just a colorful expression to explain how much pain I was in." Dewees  agreed. In their records, Luther's doctors note a "suicide gesture" and  "'off-handed' comments" that the sergeant was going to kill himself,  but Dewees said those gestures were "unlikely to have been a serious  attempt" at self-harm. Nonetheless, Dewees wrote, such statements "must  be taken seriously and treated as such," that Luther "remains a threat  to himself and others given his need for attention, narcissistic  tendencies and impulsive behavior." Luther was taken to an isolation chamber and told this was his new  sleeping quarters. The room, which Luther captured on his digital  camera, served as a walk-in closet. It was slightly larger than an Army  cot and was crammed with cardboard boxes, a desk and a bedpan. Through  a small, cracked window, he could look out onto the base. Through the  open doorway, the sergeant was monitored by armed guards. Both Dewees and Lt. Col. Larry Applewhite, an aid station social  worker, declared Luther mentally ill, suffering from a personality  disorder. The next step was to remove him from the military as fast as  possible. "It is strongly recommended that Sgt. Luther be  administratively separated via Chapter 5-13," wrote Applewhite, citing  the official discharge code for personality disorder. In a separate  statement, Dewees endorsed the 5-13 discharge and urged that it be  handled rapidly. "I feel the safest course of action," he wrote, "is to  expedite his departure from theater." That didn't happen. For more than a month Luther remained in his  six-by-eight-foot isolation chamber, weeks he describes as "the hardest  of my life." He says the guards would ridicule him and most nights  enforced sleep deprivation, keeping the lights on all night and using a  nearby Xbox and TV speakers to blast heavy metal into his room. "Every  night it was Megadeth, Saliva, Disturbed." The sergeant pulled a  blanket over his head to block out the noise and the light, but it was  no use. "They told me I wasn't a real soldier, that I was a piece of crap.  All I wanted was to be treated for my injuries. Now suddenly I'm not a  soldier. I'm a prisoner, by my own people," says Luther, his voice  tightening. "I felt like a caged animal in that room. That's when I  started to lose it." Isolated, exhausted, the sergeant who had been confined for being  mentally ill says he began feeling exactly that. Finally Luther  snapped. He stepped out of his room and was walking toward a senior  official's office when an altercation broke out. In the ensuing  scuffle, Luther bit one of his guards, then spit in the face of the aid  station chaplain. The sergeant was pinned to the floor and injected  with five milligrams of Haldol, an antipsychotic medication. Sedated,  Luther was returned to isolation. Staff Sgt. James Byington, who was serving at Camp Taji with the 1-7  Cavalry, walked the half-mile to the aid station to visit his fellow  soldier. Byington says that off the battlefield, Sergeant Luther was  "animated and peppy," the comedian of the chow hall. During combat, he  says, Luther was focused and prepared, a key component in a farmland  raid just outside Taji that discovered a cache of weapons and money.  The man he found in the isolation chamber was neither the soldier nor  the comedian, he says, but something altogether odd and decrepit. "He  wasn't energetic like he used to be. He wasn't cutting jokes. Chuck's  one of those guys that talks with his hands. You go into a room with  twenty guys, and you're going to hear Chuck Luther," says Byington.  "Now he seemed half-asleep. He looked worn out." A few hours after Byington's visit, Luther was called to his  commander's office. Major Wehri was frank. He held the personality  disorder discharge papers in his hand. "And he said, 'Sign this  paperwork, and we'll get you out.' I said, 'I don't have a personality  disorder.' But it was like that didn't matter," says Luther. "He said,  'If you don't sign this, you're going to be here a lot longer.'" The sergeant signed. "They had me broke down," he says. "At that  point, I just wanted to get home." Luther's voice grows quiet as he  recounts that final meeting. "I still remember Wehri's face," he says.  "He was smiling." Wehri confirms his statements to Luther. He says he pressed the  sergeant to sign because he felt it was in Luther's best interest and  in the best interest of the Army. The sergeant, he says, "had gotten so  belligerent. If we had returned him to his unit, he would have been a  danger to himself and to others. His behavior was not suitable to  military service. And he wanted to get home. So I told him, 'If your  goal is to get home, and we've diagnosed you with personality disorder,  your fastest way is to sign the papers. If you don't sign, you're just  subjecting yourself to further anguish and discomfort.'" Wehri insists that his comments to Luther were not pivotal to the  sergeant's discharge. Even without a soldier's signature, a PD  dismissal can proceed. But the papers would then move to an Army  lawyer, and the process would be delayed. "You can't force anyone to  sign," he says. "But if you're going to be stubborn and not sign, try  to play hardball, you run the risk of a dishonorable discharge. With  Luther's biting and spitting, I could have court-martialed him out  right there for failure to perform in a military manner." The major says Luther's real story is that of a good soldier who  came home for leave, saw his wife's new haircut and slimmed figure and  was driven mad by fears of her infidelity. "When he came back to Iraq,  something had changed. He had a negative attitude. He wouldn't respond  to direct orders. His head wasn't in the game." Wehri says it became  clear to him that Luther was intent on returning home right away, a  realization that left him disappointed but not shocked. "Soldiers are  conniving," he says. "They are manipulative. If they get in their minds  they want to do something for personal gain, including going home,  they'll go to any lengths to get it." Wehri rejects the idea that the mortar attack and subsequent  concussion could have triggered Luther's woes. "That mortar attack was  nothing," he says. "Insignificant. Maybe he fell down. Sure. I've  fallen down lots of times." The major wonders aloud whether Luther is  using that injury to justify his instability. He says if he thought the  attack was significant, he would have investigated it fully and gotten  the ball rolling for a Purple Heart. The major confirms that Luther was confined to the aid station for  several weeks and that his room was minuscule. But he says those  circumstances were unavoidable. "Discharging a soldier with personality  disorder is a very long and drawn-out process," he says. "And Luther  was a danger to himself and others. He needed to be watched. The aid  station, that's where they had 24-7 supervision." Wehri says he marvels at the idea that Luther could be a poster  child for false personality disorder discharges. He has seen seven  personality disorder cases in his career, he says. "And Chuck Luther  was by far the clearest one." The major says that when Luther's  troubles began, the sergeant's behavior confounded him. Then, says  Wehri, he heard from a commander who said Luther's family had spoken  with him and revealed that Luther had suffered from psychiatric  problems before entering the military and had been treated with  medication. "Then suddenly it made sense to me," says Wehri. "This was  not new. His symptoms were just popping up now, after he'd kept a lid  on them for many years. It all clicked into place." But Luther's wife and his mother say that story is flatly false.  Both say they never had such a conversation with an Army commander and  are emphatic that the sergeant never faced any psychiatric problems  before entering the military. "Hearing that makes me really angry,"  says Luther's mother, Barbara Guignard. "Chuck was an all-American boy.  He never took any medication, and he never had a problem."  How Dewees and Applewhite came to the conclusion that Luther was  suffering from a pre-existing mental illness remains unclear. They  declined to elaborate on their notes or discuss the diagnosis of  personality disorder in general. What is clear is that neither Dewees  nor Applewhite spoke with Luther's family before determining that his  problems existed before his military service. The sergeant's wife and  his mother say that had they been asked, both could have provided key  information demonstrating Luther's stability and health before the  mortar attack.
 Spc. Angel Sandoval says he could have helped as well. Sandoval, who  was stationed at Camp Taji and served under Luther in the 1-7 Cavalry,  laughs at the idea that the sergeant was mentally ill. "Chuck was a lot  more than 'not mentally ill,'" he says. "He saved my life." Sandoval  describes heading into combat under Luther's command. The specialist  was ready to dump his side-SAPIs, large ceramic plates that strap to  the side of a bulletproof vest, protecting the kidneys from machine-gun  fire. "They're bulky and kinda heavy, but he said, 'No way, you have to  wear them,'" says Sandoval. "Two days later I got shot right there,  under my arm. It could have killed me." Luther, he says, was "one of the greatest leaders I had. He never  steered me wrong. If they thought he was ill and needed medical help,  they should have given it to him instead of kicking him out of the  Army." But it was Wehri and Applewhite's view that mattered. Soon after  signing the personality disorder papers, Luther was placed in a DC-10  and whisked back to Fort Hood. There he would learn about Chapter  5-13's fine print: he was ineligible for disability benefits, since his  condition was pre-existing. He would not be receiving the lifetime of  medical care given to severely wounded soldiers. And because he did not  complete his contract, he would have to return a slice of his signing  bonus. At the base, a Fort Hood discharge specialist laid out the details.  "He said I now owed the Army $1,500. And if I did not pay, they'd  garnish my wages and assess interest on my debt," Luther says. Luther was then released into a pelting Texas rain. He called his  wife, Nicki, to pick him up. "When I got to Fort Hood he was in the  parking lot, alone, wet, sitting on his duffel bag," Nicki recalls. "He  had lost a lot of weight. He looked like...a little boy. I remember  thinking, My God, what have they done to my husband?"   
 The President 'Continues to Be Concerned'  Luther's case is not an isolated incident. In the past three years, The Nation has uncovered more than two dozen cases like his from bases across the  country. All the soldiers were examined, deemed physically and  psychologically fit, then welcomed into the military. All performed  honorably before being wounded during service. None had a documented  history of psychological problems. Yet after seeking treatment for  their wounds, each soldier was diagnosed with a pre-existing  personality disorder, then discharged and denied benefits. That group includes Sgt. Jose Rivera, whose hands and legs were  punctured by grenade shrapnel during his second tour in Iraq. Army  doctors said his wounds were caused by personality disorder. Sailor  Samantha Stitz fractured her pelvis and two bones in her ankle. Navy  doctors cited personality disorder as the cause. Spc. Bonnie Moore  developed an inflamed uterus during her service. Army doctors said her  profuse vaginal bleeding was caused by personality disorder. Civilian  doctors disagreed: they performed emergency surgery to remove her  uterus and appendix. After being discharged and denied benefits, Moore  and her teenage daughter became homeless. "The military is exacerbating an already bad situation," says  Sullivan of Veterans for Common Sense. "This is more than neglect. It's  malice." Sullivan's organization has spent the past few years pressing  officials in Washington to take action on the personality disorder  issue. In July 2007 he testified before the House Committee on  Veterans' Affairs. Sullivan told the committee that PD discharges  needed to be halted immediately. That month Obama put forward his bill to do just that. The bill was  matched in the House by legislation from Representative Phil Hare, and  it had passionate support on both sides of the aisle, from prominent  Democrats like Senator Barbara Boxer to high-ranking Republicans like  Senator Kit Bond. Sullivan and other veterans' leaders say they were  hopeful that Obama would use the spotlight of the presidential campaign  to generate further momentum for his bill. That didn't happen. In the twenty-one months of his presidential  run, the Illinois senator never spoke publicly about PD discharges or  his bill to halt them. Eventually, without widespread public knowledge  or support, and facing opposition from senators who had never heard of  personality disorder and worried the bill would open a floodgate of  expensive benefits, Obama and Bond, the bill's co-author, were forced  to reshape it into an amendment and water down its contents. Their  amendment did not halt PD discharges. Instead, it required the Pentagon  to investigate PD dismissals and report back to Congress. The  amendment, part of the Defense Authorization Act, was signed by  President Bush in January 2008.  Five months later the report landed on Obama's and Bond's desks. The  Pentagon's conclusion: no soldiers had been improperly diagnosed, and  none had been wrongly discharged. The report praises the military's  doctors as "competent professionals" and endorses continued use of  pre-existing personality disorder to discharge soldiers whose "ability  to function effectively" is impaired. The report's author, former Under  Secretary of Defense David Chu, further notes that though the Navy's  official label for the discharge is "Separation by Reason of  Convenience of the Government," soldiers "are not wantonly discharged  at the convenience of the Military."
 It is unclear how Chu came to these conclusions. The report does not  cite any interviews with soldiers discharged with personality disorder,  or their families, doctors or commanders. That fact infuriated many  military families, as it triggered memories of a 2007 study by former  Army Surgeon General Gale Pollock. Pollock had been asked to examine a  stack of PD cases. Five months later she released her report, saying  her office had "thoughtfully and thoroughly" reviewed them. Like Chu,  she commended the soldiers' doctors and determined that they all had  been properly diagnosed. The Nation later revealed that  Pollock's office did not interview anyone, not even the soldiers whose  cases she was reviewing. "He doesn't talk to soldiers, and he doesn't talk to their  families?" says Nicki Luther, the sergeant's wife, her eyes welling  with tears. "I heard the same thing from that surgeon general, and I  thought, You haven't been in my house. You don't know what I've dealt  with. How dare you sit there and say you've investigated thoroughly and  found nothing. That's a crock." The Chu report does recommend several changes to the PD discharge  system, alterations, it says, that will protect soldiers from being  wrongly discharged. Those protections include requiring that a doctor  diagnose the soldier's personality disorder and a lawyer counsel him on  the ramifications of the discharge. The report also recommends that the  surgeon general review each soldier's case and endorse the PD discharge  before releasing the soldier from the military. Chu, a Bush appointee, left office in 2008 with the president. But  his findings remain as the Defense Department's position on PD  discharges. In early April the Pentagon released a statement saying  that Clifford Stanley, the current under secretary, is implementing  Chu's recommendations and fully embraces his findings. That fact left many on Capitol Hill enraged. "This study, with the  new requirement to have the upper-ups approve dischargesall it  basically did was set up one more hurdle. As far as we can tell, the  impact has been somewhere between zero and less," says Senator Bond.  Bond says the Pentagon still hasn't explained the fundamental  contradiction of a PD discharge: recruits who have a severe  pre-existing mental illness could not pass the rigorous screening  process and would not be accepted into the military in the first place.  Yet he says his office is looking at several cases, like Luther's, in  which the soldiers have been deemed physically and psychologically fit  in several screenings before their personality disorder is diagnosed.  "These men and women who have put their lives on the line, we owe  them," says Bond. "We have a responsibility. Discharging them with  personality disorderit's just an easy way to duck that  responsibility." The Republican from Missouri says he's hopeful that Obama, his  partner on the PD bill, will take action from the White House. "He has  a unique chance now to change the whole operation, to alter the system  from the inside." In October Bond gathered a small coalition of  senators and wrote a letter to the president, asking him to confront  the issue once again. "In 2007 we were partners in the fight against  the military's misuse of personality disorder discharges," wrote the  senators. "Today, we urge you to renew your commitment to address this  critical issue." The next week Senator Boxer, a co-sponsor of the original bill,  submitted a statement of her own. "It is simply appalling that any  combat veteran with a Traumatic Brain Injury [TBI] or Posttraumatic  Stress Disorder would be denied medical care for injuries sustained  during combat," Boxer wrote. Even with the reforms that followed the  Chu report, "we must make sure that the new discharge process...is  working." The White House responded quickly, assuring the senators that the  president still has his eye on personality disorder. President Obama  "is determined to fulfill America's responsibility to our Armed  Forces," says White House spokesman Nicholas Shapiro. "The president  was concerned with personality disorder discharges as a senator, and he  drafted a bill. He continues to be concerned as commander in chief."   
 Disposable Warriors Luther hopes that concern will translate into action. The sergeant  stands in his backyard, 1,500 miles from Washington, five miles from  Fort Hood, talking about Obama's bill and watching his 7-year-old  daughter floating high above the family's oversize trampoline, her face  wild with joy. Luther looks on with sullen eyes. "Right now I can't  worry about Washington, or even about fixing my discharge papers," he  says. "First thing, I got to fix myself." He gestures to his daughter,  a mop of blond hair leaping to and fro. "I used to be like that: a  goofball, all this energy. Now... I don't know." Some nights he doesn't sleep. Others he's back in Iraq, in the aid  station, in endless isolation. The blinding headaches and piercing  shoulder pain still plague him, he says, along with panic attacks and  bursts of post-traumatic stress-fueled rage. Luther broke four bones in  his hand punching a hole in his bedroom wall. His family's hallway is  pocked with holes from similar incidents. "He's not the man I married," says Nicki Luther. "And when I'm  honest with myself, I don't think I'll ever have that man again. He  wakes up screaming in the middle of the night, sweating, swearing."  Nicki says he tries to be a good dad to their kids. "He used to wrestle  around with them. But his body's like an old man's now. And he's so  quick to anger. The kids say, 'We want our dad back.' I don't know what  to tell them." Three years after the mortar blast, Luther's life is still on shaky  ground. Some days he's posting love notes on his wife's Facebook page  and hand-delivering her favorite salad to her office at lunchtime.  Another day, in the midst of an argument, he knocked down a family  photo, then ripped the furniture out of the living room and dumped it  in the garage, scaring his children. Soon after the birth of their  fourth child, Marlee Grace, Luther and his wife separated. They  reunited a few months later, in time for their eighteenth anniversary.
 
 
 
  
 
 Luther knew he needed help. This time he sought it outside the  military. He began seeing Troy Daniels, a psychologist, once a week.  One fact was clear immediately, says Daniels. "He did not have  personality disorder. The symptoms we were looking at looked more like  traumatic brain injury and post-traumatic stress disorder. To take a  soldier having problems with vision, hearing and so forthand to say  he has personality disorderthat's a bogus kind of statement. I don't  even think a master's student would make that kind of mistake."
 While Daniels dismisses the Army doctors' diagnosis as a "gross  error," he says he was not surprised by it. "I've treated hundreds of  soldiers over the years, and I've seen a dozen personality disorder  diagnoses. None of them," says the psychologist, "actually had  personality disorder." Yet all of those soldiers, he says, faced serious repercussions  because of their discharge. "Many of the soldiers can't get hired  anymore. Every time they go for a job, they'll have this paper that  says they've been diagnosed with a personality disorder. Employers take  one look at that and think, 'This guy's crazy. We can't hire him.' For  most of the soldiers," says Daniels, "it becomes a lifetime label." Luther luckily has secured a job, as a truck driver for Frito-Lay.  Securing benefits has proved a bit tougher. Since being released from  the Army, the sergeant has been locked in battle with the VA, fighting  to prove that despite his PD discharge, his wounds are war related and  thus worthy of disability and medical benefits. Those efforts stumbled at first. In May 2008 the VA declared Luther  "incompetent" and demanded that a fiduciary collect any disability  benefits he may receive. Eventually, following a slew of paperwork and  medical exams, the sergeant re-established his full standing. This past  Decemberafter VA doctors found Luther to be suffering from migraine  headaches, vision problems, dizziness, nausea, difficulty hearing,  numbness, anxiety and irritabilitythe VA cited traumatic brain injury  and post-traumatic stress disorder and declared Luther 80 percent  disabled. "PTSD, a consequence of the TBI," wrote one VA doctor, "is a  clear diagnosis." The VA rating cleared the way for the sergeant to receive disability  benefits and a lifetime of medical care. But it hasn't changed the  Army's viewor altered Luther's discharge papers, which still list the  sergeant as suffering from personality disorder. The sergeant, in  return, has refused to pay back the $1,500 of his signing bonus that  the Army says he owes, despite threats to garnish his wages. "I told  them, Let me put it this way: as long as I'm breathing of my own free  will, I'm not paying you a dime." Luther says what really boils his blood is having to accept that his  military career is over while the careers of those who devised his  discharge are flourishing. After Luther's dismissal, Wehri, a captain  at the time, was promoted to major and selected to be an executive  officer with NATO. Dr. Dewees returned to Kentucky, where he continues  to serve with the National Guard. Social worker Applewhite is now an  instructor at Fort Sam Houston, where he teaches a class on how to  identify mental disorders. With or without the Army, Luther says he will continue to serve.  With his health gradually improving and the bulk of his battle over,  the sergeant is taking on a new mission: fighting the military on  behalf of other soldiers like himself. Luther is now the founder and  executive director of Disposable Warriors, a one-man operation that  assists soldiers who are fighting their discharge and veterans who are  appealing their disability rating. Luther's organization did not receive a hero's welcome. Soon after  founding the group, he discovered a threatening note on his windshield.  "Back off or you and your family will pay!!" it read, in careful, black  ink cursive. Weeks later, thieves broke into the home of a veterans'  organizer who worked closely with Luther, taking nothing but the files  of the soldiers they were assisting. The sergeant, characteristically, is undaunted. "This is the right  path for me," he says, his voice resolute. "I got to be there for these  other soldiers. I'm not the only one who needs help."
 
 
   
      
 
 
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